VOTE SOTM? 
I, myself, get irritated by mysterious, non-detailed blogs, but I’m afraid I must be hypocritical and write one today.
You see, lately, or rather for a long time, I have been feeling something very strange. Something I haven’t felt before in my life until now. All I can say about the feeling and I really do hope nobody I know reads this, but it feels as if my heart is gradually being torn from the top. I can feel each bond that breaks and it causes me hurt. I want it to go away, but in another sense, I don’t want it to leave me.
Those people who have ever felt this will probably understand what feeling I’m talking about, but those who haven’t, I’m writing nonsense. Anyhow I needed to tell, because it hurts even more the fact that I can’t ever admit what my feeling is for, to anyone. You guys are the only ones I can tell that I even feel this, so please don’t abuse my trust. Especially if you happen to know me.
Basically, this is a tough feeling, and I need strength to get through it. Somehow I hope I’m just deceiving myself and the feeling’s in my mind, but in a way I want it to be true because within the pain, there is a happiness there. I know, it’s weird and I can’t really explain properly, but nothing but myself can help me now. I think that one day, whether it be in weeks or years, I will recover from this feeling, I just needed to inform you. I am getting through this though. Bear with me. =)
On a side note, I have just entered a short story (below 200 words!) into a competition, apart from I reckon I’m going to get refused because I wrote 319 words and it wasn’t really a proper story. But hey, it was worth a try.
Have a good Friday and weekend guys!
Soph x
I can’t say I’ve felt like you’re feeling right now… actually, there’s that one time – but guys don’t count. Because they’re douches. Amen.
I hope you feel better though 🙂
Happy Friday x
i know exactly what you are feeling. Actually, I have been feeling that way off and on. It’s confusing and hurtful. When i find a fix to it, I’ll let you know…or vice versa.
“I want to be a writer / novelist / poet when I grow up” Same here! Also, maybe something in art? If i could be in a band and do that for a career, I would.
I haven’t gotten a chance to listen to your music, but I listened to a little bit for a short while and your voice is very pretty. Are you in choir? You ought to be.
Where do you publish your poems?
I can’t say I’ve felt like that before but… I hope that you’ll feel better soon. ;u;
Hey affie/linkie, just thought I’d let you know that I am actually still alive! Sorry for my inactivity =] I’ll blog again soon when I have something interesting to say haha.
Too vague for me. Means that I haven’t felt what you are feeling at the moment. I’ve had my heart broken, beaten, poked and more.. but.. still. I wish you all the best!