VOTE SOTM? 
I, myself, get irritated by mysterious, non-detailed blogs, but I’m afraid I must be hypocritical and write one today.
You see, lately, or rather for a long time, I have been feeling something very strange. Something I haven’t felt before in my life until now. All I can say about the feeling and I really do hope nobody I know reads this, but it feels as if my heart is gradually being torn from the top. I can feel each bond that breaks and it causes me hurt. I want it to go away, but in another sense, I don’t want it to leave me.
Those people who have ever felt this will probably understand what feeling I’m talking about, but those who haven’t, I’m writing nonsense. Anyhow I needed to tell, because it hurts even more the fact that I can’t ever admit what my feeling is for, to anyone. You guys are the only ones I can tell that I even feel this, so please don’t abuse my trust. Especially if you happen to know me.
Basically, this is a tough feeling, and I need strength to get through it. Somehow I hope I’m just deceiving myself and the feeling’s in my mind, but in a way I want it to be true because within the pain, there is a happiness there. I know, it’s weird and I can’t really explain properly, but nothing but myself can help me now. I think that one day, whether it be in weeks or years, I will recover from this feeling, I just needed to inform you. I am getting through this though. Bear with me. =)
On a side note, I have just entered a short story (below 200 words!) into a competition, apart from I reckon I’m going to get refused because I wrote 319 words and it wasn’t really a proper story. But hey, it was worth a try.
Have a good Friday and weekend guys!
Soph x
I’m sorry you’re feeling that way 🙁
I’m not sure exactly if I’ve felt that way before, but I have had times when I’ve just been so unhappy with how my life was at that moment Dx
I do hope things get better for you though 🙁
I think I know the feeling you’re talking about… If it’s the feeling that I think it is, I’ve been experiencing that for almost a year now. It’s depressing but it gets easier to cope with day by day.
Although I don’t know you personally or online, if you don’t mind me asking what’s causing this pain for you? Of course, you don’t have to answer. I won’t pester you about it.