VOTE SOTM? 
I, myself, get irritated by mysterious, non-detailed blogs, but I’m afraid I must be hypocritical and write one today.
You see, lately, or rather for a long time, I have been feeling something very strange. Something I haven’t felt before in my life until now. All I can say about the feeling and I really do hope nobody I know reads this, but it feels as if my heart is gradually being torn from the top. I can feel each bond that breaks and it causes me hurt. I want it to go away, but in another sense, I don’t want it to leave me.
Those people who have ever felt this will probably understand what feeling I’m talking about, but those who haven’t, I’m writing nonsense. Anyhow I needed to tell, because it hurts even more the fact that I can’t ever admit what my feeling is for, to anyone. You guys are the only ones I can tell that I even feel this, so please don’t abuse my trust. Especially if you happen to know me.
Basically, this is a tough feeling, and I need strength to get through it. Somehow I hope I’m just deceiving myself and the feeling’s in my mind, but in a way I want it to be true because within the pain, there is a happiness there. I know, it’s weird and I can’t really explain properly, but nothing but myself can help me now. I think that one day, whether it be in weeks or years, I will recover from this feeling, I just needed to inform you. I am getting through this though. Bear with me. =)
On a side note, I have just entered a short story (below 200 words!) into a competition, apart from I reckon I’m going to get refused because I wrote 319 words and it wasn’t really a proper story. But hey, it was worth a try.
Have a good Friday and weekend guys!
Soph x
@Jai
I think my message at your site failed and I can’t locate an email address, so I hope that if you return, you will see this.
“Hi
You enquired about an affie link and I can confirm that you do not see it because we aren’t affiliated. I am advertising you on every page of my site in a drop menu and for that to happen, you needed to put a link back on every page of your site. I assume you mistakenly put my in affiliates. It’s okay if you would like to remove the link, but I will have to do the same to yours. It’s entirely up to you though and sorry for the inconvenience of this. Your welcome to relocate or remove the link =).
Soph x”
Hope that explains things.
Hey Soph, I can’t seem to find my link in your affies section. If its on an “all affies” page that is fine, but could you tell me where I could find that page?
there is no limit on a fantastic tale, nor should there be. if they refuse, they are refusing future (sorry, I’m feeling a little profound today).
I really hope everything’s okay. Sometimes I feel like that too, just utterly miserable and like a ravenous mountain lion has started to claw at my heart, but it’s a feeling I wish to no one and I truly hope it all gets better. Often, I know talking helps. and punching things…err..people. but that’s somewhat illegal. anyway, my point is I hope that lousy feeling goes away, or you are at least able to identify/control it.
IN RESPONSE TO YOUR RESPONSE TO MY COMMENT:
do you get a lot of homework? I’m really curious because you only have one day to finish it, whereas my teachers assign essays over weekends without second thoughts. wow, so you are required to take some sort of military training class? say what? *is confused*. It sounds fun, though.
and I agree with you about the Harry Potter books…I love the first book too much, and all the new foods and spells and trinkets would keep me occupado forever. 🙂
I can’t say I’ve ever felt that way before. I’m generally a very apathetic person. Other than irritation and happiness, I don’t feel much. It’s probably because I’ve never really had a reason to feel much else.
I hope the feeling goes away, or at least becomes less strong.
I know exactly how you feel, hope you feel ok soon <3